Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder.

Today was a very difficult day for me. Instead of waking up next to the love of my life, I woke up by myself, looking at to the red pillow he always sleeps with. Duwayne left for College today. He's going to OTC (Ohio Technical College) in Cleveland, Ohio. Him and his dad had to go be up there at the College at 12 p.m. so he could get his apartment & get his schedule. It's supposed to be about a 6 hr drive, but when Duwayne drives, it takes only 4 1/2 - 5 hours. Yes, even in a Ford Taurus my baby still thinks he's driving a Atom.(one of his dream cars)

 

We recently celebrated our 3 year anniversary - yes, I said 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, on September 16, 2010. We went to Applebees - our traditional favorite, & I got a diamond heart necklace :) I gave him his present earlier, which was a gun. Most High School relationships don't last - but ours did. :) & I'm the luckiest girl in the world. <3


Ever since we started dating, I've never gone without maybe, say a week ( because of vacation ) with out seeing him, and today has made me realize that he's really moving up there & I won't see him everyday like it has been. :(

Ugh. Just Ugh. :(

Now, don't think I'm crazy, or that I'm acting like a 3 year old, I've just never cared & loved for someone so much. Yes, it might be only for 4 days out of the week, but I just don't know how I'm going to emotionally deal with not seeing him everyday. Hmph :(

But as the saying goes "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder." & I know that we'll get through this, that's no problem, it's just going to be hard. Ya Know?

When my school semester is over on December 11th, I will be moving up there. We're going to get a apartment & I'll be transferring jobs & I pray that he'll have one by then. I'm actually VERY excited about it. A NEW chapter in my life, with the love of my life. :) Oh, & I will also be taking care of the money, because we can't afford to buy crap just yet. :)

Many people think I'm making a huge mistake & that I'll regret this, but they won't listen to me to see I'm not. Yelling & screaming doesn't get anybody anywhere except fights, & when I try to explain to people about my decisions & all they do is yell & scream at me, do you blame me for not wanting to listen to that?

But I have many people supporting me & praying for me with this decision & that's all I can ask for.

I love Duwayne, & I love everything about him. Not being able to see him everyday will be hard, yes, but with God & love anything is possible.

I love you Duwayne <3

Fall Time!

Oh man, oh man, it's FALL! My totally favorite season! I love the way the tree leaves change colors & the start of FOOTBALL season!

Also since it is Fall Time that means the colors brown & orange are totally in!

& since I have Hazel eyes when I wear brown or orange my eyes POP!

& when my eyes POP it makes me feel great!





My favorite "Fall" shirt is a Orange long sleeve American Eagle polo I got from "Playtos Closet" for only $12. Originally priced at $27 I got it for &12. GO ME! I just can't spend $27 on a polo just because it comes from American Eagle & it has a Eagle logo on it. I could go to Mcdonalds with the money I save & get a Carmel Frappachino. Heck yes!

I wore my Orange Polo for my Senior pictures & they turned out great. Here's some pictures. -

Oh yes, they turned our awsome!

Fall time also means Football Season starts. For the past 3 years I would be at the Football Stadium every Friday night at 7:30 to watch Duwayne. #43 or #51 because they got new Jerseys the last season of Football.

I wasn't supposed to actually wear his jersey but I like to break the rules. :)










But since Duwayne & I are no longer at Scott County we have no reason to go to the Football Games, but we still do.

Well I have to go get ready now so see ya later!

:)




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"WE LOVE FOOTBALL!!!"

Hello? Is anyone there?

Well,
To anyone who is/ever does read this/who wants to read this/who even cares to read this - hi. :) I don't know what I'm really supposed to do with these things or how I'm supposed to do them but I'm gonna try. I made this because I want to write down my thoughts & feelings & things I go through everyday. It's kinda like therapy without someone giving you the "oh my gosh is she ever going to shut-up" look on their face. So, with that being said - Welcome to my life & mind - enter if you dare!

I guess I'll just start out by telling whoever about myself.

My names Morgan Elizabeth. I just graduated from High Shool & now I'm going to College. I actually almost didn't graduate High School because 4 months into my Senior Year they realized/informed me that I need Health to graduate. & guess who didn't? Yupp, ME! Somehow they never schedualed me to have Health or I overlooked it, I really don't know, but I had to take a S-T-U-P-I-D online class for Health for me to be able to graduate. & you might be thinking "Why is she crying about a online Health class? That sounds easy." HAH! I say to your face! IT'S NOT! You know when your actually in a class (for example Spanish) & your taking a test & you come to a question you don't know & so you look next to you at Billy Tom's paper & see he has the answer so you copy if off of him? Welp when your doing a on-line class YOU CAN'T DO THAT & IT'S HORRIBLE! Yeah, yeah I know that's cheating & I should have studied & blah blah blah, but this is my blog & what I say sucks sucks! It's freaking Health - I mean really? I "learned" stuff from that class that no one has ever even had to learn about in a real health class. Like "What was the leading cause of death is 1923." or "What a fingernail is made out of." or "What kind of emotion makes you feel sad, depressing, and want to kill yourself?" Good Lord! I'm never going to have to use that in my life EVER!

But, enough about the stupid Health class lets get back to me. I'm going to College & it's pretty easy. I have a job that I actually enjoy doing, a family that I love very much, & a boyfriend that I've been with for almost 3 years as of 9/16/07 (of course not including the 5 "break-ups".

This past summer I lost my Great Grandmother - Gracie & Grandaddy Warring. Gracie was my mom's grandmother, & Grandaddy Warring was my dad's dad. Gracie was very old & had survived cancer many times & was really sick & hurting. I was comming home from Myrtle Beach when I found out. & Grandaddy Warring was really shocking, Robert found him when he went to his house just to check on him. It was really bad. It's been a really hard summer. I really miss them, but I know they're with the Lord happy, healthy, & smiling. :)

Hmmmmm what else can I say? OH! I drive a Scion TC! I first drove a Toyota Highlander but then my parents got me my dream car :) It's shiny black & very pretty.

Welp, that's all for now.