L0VE.

love. such a simple word, but has so much meaning.

what is love? what is being in love?

there are many things people could say, but for me, love is everything. love is the smile you get across your face each & every time you see them. love is the feeling of security you have when they hold you tight in their arms. love is knowing the mistakes they've made, but excepting them & still wanting to be with them. love is doing the simple, little things for them, the little things that mean the world to them. love is admitting your mistakes, & working on them. love is wanting to be with them for the rest of your life, & just the thought of not makes you sad. love is trying to be the best you can, & if you make a mistake you work on it to make it better.

love is what happened to me when i met duwayne. he is my everything. & when i say everything, i mean it. we've been through so much together, & we both know we'll be together forever. <3

duwayne & i have been together for a very long time. almost 4 years in september!we met in 9th grade science, & were best friends. then at a truck pull our sophmore year we started dating. sure, we've had our bumps in the road, & have challenged each other, but it's made it all  worth it. i wouldn't trade it for anything. he knows everything about me & i know everything about him. i have a horrible memory, & sometimes it doesn't seem like i don't listen when i really did/am, & it kills me. i've always had that problem, & i'm still trying to this day to get a better memory.


i used to want to be engaged as soon as possible. i wanted it so bad that i kept bugging & bugging & bugging duwayne about it ; which was a bad idea. i now realize that good things come with time. & when it's the time for us to be engaged, it will happen. & i'm not going to lie - I CAN'T WAIT! i mean, i know we're going to be together forever, i guess just being FINALLY engaged makes it 10x better. does that sound bad?

even if duwayne doesn't ask me for another 3 years or 5 years i will always be with him, & love him, & marry him someday. i don't need a big fancy ring ; a ring pop would be just fine with me. :) 

i love my booskie bear so much, & he is my definition of love. <3